ok, so i haven't been here in a while.. doesn't mean i forgot all about it. I'm now obsessed with So You Think You Can Dance season 3....seriously, Lauren Gottlieb was (and is) amazing..

i'm writing and would like any opinions... you don't need to know SYTYCD; i just need help with the grammar.

( fake cut to hell )

 

 

After agonizing over some stupid project that I had to give in this afternoon (the project wasn't that long to do, it was only finding articles on a database about a subject but my first two subjects had nothing, nothing, so it took a long time, and there was no more printing paper in my house so I had to run to the store to get some this morning, thus missing my spanish class, so I need to call this guy in my class to ask him about the homework -which isn't that bad because he's a nice classfriend) I was so glad to get home to my precious television. Because I just love thursdays nights.

I don't really know how I got into the show but three weeks ago, I bought season 1 of The Office. Then I bought season 2. And I am now obsessed with season 3. Jim Halpert (John Krasinski) is the most awesome-nicest-cutest man that ever existed, and that is over Michael Scofield (because he is a criminal!) and Pamela Beesley (Jenna Fischer) is just sooo real. I agree with denrito when she says that Pam is a cross between Abby (Maura Tierney) and Sam (Linda Cardellini) from ER (which I will get to later). So, of course, I love the relationship between Jim and Pam (seriously, who doesn't?) and they are two of my favorite characters but I just adore Kelly, Ryan and Toby. I really want the writers to explore the friendship between Toby & Jim (as mentionned in the delered scenes, they used to sit together and Michael separated them because they talked too much and Jim did babysit Toby's daughter, Sasha) and the guy-not-yet-friends between Ryan & Jim. And Mandy Kapoor is amazing as Kelly! So funny!



Ok, that's enough! I will post more on Studio 60, Criminal Minds, Bones and Prison Break later in the week. And about my life... I don't really have one yet but still!

Btw, Jenna Fischer is on The Tonight Show with Jay Leno tonight!

I realised that I haven't posted in a while, and that you must have heard about this on the news and that I am one week late but still...

On wednesday september 13th, at approximately 12:41 pm,  Kimveer Gill, 25 years old, entered Dawson College and opened fire in the cafeteria, leaving 19 students injured and 1 dead,  Anastasia Da Sousa, who died in the hospital from her wounds. I work in the mall connected to Dawson and I was there when it happened. People ran from the food court to the street in terror after the gunshots were heard. Being in the store, with customers, we could abandon everything, and we didn't know exactly what was happening, so we closed our doors and turned off the lights. We stayed in for about one hour while policemen walked around the mall, their guns pointed at something I couldn't see. Rumours were that there was more than one suspects, that one of them was in the mall and escaping through the metro. A security officer made us evacuate the store. Outside, we were met with confusion. If one suspect had escaped, wouldn't it be better if we'd all stayed inside in case he decided to open fire on everyone outside?

Cellphones waves had been cut, or something, dued to rumours of the suspects text-messaging each other, leaving people in tears, not knowing where their friends or family were or if they were hurt. SWAT and cops were armed, walking around the school and streets. Everything was very confusing.

On the news, they talked about how the police arrived quickly to the scene, but all this was a fluke. Two cops were at the school dued to a drug incident. And although it has been said that there was only one suspect, I still believe he had help from somewhere. And I can't help but wonder about the why. For those of you who are wondering, Gill is dead. He apparently received a bullet to the arm (from the police) and put his gun to his head and pulled the trigger. Him dying happened very quickly (half an hour at most) but no-one in the mall or even at the school knew that so the panic still lived for hours after the fact.

We started walking downtown, just walking. We passed Concordia University where we saw a sign for Dawson Students to come in and sit and drink and talk to someone. How is it that the Dawson College personels was not there? Students were helping students. How bizarre?

I realised that this post may be confusing, but I just really needed to write it. Today, Dawson College opened its door, making it possible for students to leave flowers and words in the memory of Anastasia Da Sousa. In her honor, people were wearing pink ribbons and shirts.

This is the fourth shooting in Montréal. On december 6, 1989, Marc Lepine killed 14 women, all students of engineering, at École Polytechnique, because he "hated feminists" before killing himself. In 1992, Valery Fabrikant opened killed 4 colleagues and injured one. He was found guilty of first -degree murder and is currently serving life imprisonment at Archambault Prison. In 1997, there was a murder at an immigration school.

You never think it could happened. And I keep wondering, what makes someone buy a gun, go inside a school, an institution where people should be safe, and open fire, injuring and killing people? What reason do they have to decide that someone's life ends today? 

Anastasia, may you rest in peace. My thoughts are with her friends and family. And with the friends and family of victims of such crimes all over the world.

Ok, I haven't been around... well, I was but I just didn't feel like posting (I know, bad me.. I deserve a spanking!) But everything is ending and I feel like I must tell what I feel!


And caderyn, because of you, I am getting into F1! I was soo happy to learn that Alonso won! So, thank you!

Happy birthday  _vampina_

Tout ce que tu désires et encore plus. Bonne journée et bonne année and may we spend many more birthdays together.
You are my favorite terrorist (gentil!)! Je t'aime.
Gros bisous

Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with school admission these days? Let me start at the beginning.. 

In February, I send in my application for University by Internet so I had to send in my payment of 30$ to open my file. But then I thought 'bout it and changed my mind and send an application to CEGEP (fashion design) and send my 30$ there. So my university file was closed but they messed up and I got accepted in nothing in particuliar, because I don't have a D.E.C. I have access to the university where I'll need to get 24 credits in 2 semesters learning french grammar, eww!, and other classes that I get to choose from a list, spanish and anthropology are among them so yay!. So the bottom point is that I got accepted at Université de Montréal. 

Then, last week, everyone around me were getting their answer from their CEGEP applications. And they all got refused, so I was kinda bummed, I was impatiently awaiting my mail and when it got here, I ran for it and I had 2 letters. One from SRAM (the CEGEP application program) and one from the Université de Montréal. I opened the last one first. It's a letter telling me that they are happy that I chose their university for my studies and are inviting me to a meeting where I will explore their campus on April 29 ( I won't be able to go because I am working and it sucks because I wanted to) and they sent me a little booklet named Un campus à découvrir (Discover the campus) which I read and there is nothing interesting because they tell you stuff like where to get a appartment outside campus and then send you to their website for informations. Still very kind of them! 

Then, I opened my SRAM letter and guess what? I got refused. Stupid sons of bitches. Seriously, WTF. And the reason? Résultats scolaires insuffisants. Basically, they are telling me that my grades are not good enough. For what? Designing. Who needs good french and philosophy and english and history grades to design? And they send me this thing to apply again, in something else, and I looked and there are still room for 10 more persons in Fashion Design. Stupid!  So my grades aren't enough for Designing in CEGEP but I get into University? What THE fuck? (Anyways, I applied again in Design just to see... because there is absolutely no fucking way that I'm going back to CEGEP and I'm not really bummed because I don't actually want to be a fashion designer but I just wanted to perfect my sewing skills but I'll just find some other classes somewhere else. ) 

So me, an university student. Ha! Who would have thought? This is so cool. I will so rub my dad's face in this. He thought that I wouldn't go back to school. He thought I would just work in customers service or whatever for 10$ an hour all my life, as if. Daddy dearie, I am going to become a kiss-ass forensic anthropologist and help skulls all around the world find their faces and identities. I rock! Or I will rock!

I prefer winter and fall, when you feel the bone structure of the landscape - the loneliness of it, the dead feeling of winter.  Something waits beneath it, the whole story doesn't show.  ~Andrew Wyeth

I am not dead... but I am freezing my ass off in Montréal! Winter has not gone yet. Althought the sky is an amazing shade of sunset blue and purple and pink and yellow, I can't feel my fingers through my gloves. But I love winter. It's my favorite season and I just can't imagine a warm winter, especially in Québec.

I had so much to say but I can't seem to remember any of it. Well, I was suppose to go to China two weeks ago but the flights were full and since I travel on passes, I travel stand-by and apparently, everyone was going to China and returning to Canada for the chinese new year. I am suppose to go on March 9. I'll see what happen!

Grey's Anatomy was amazing, last week. I am not a big fan of Meredith (who is?) but she didn't bother me as much. I loved Christina Ricci! She was a breath of fresh air. She was just so....human. I try to think that I wouldn't have run out but I probably would have been scared out of my mind, the thought of dying at 22 years old is just not something I consider. Loved Cristina (like always) and Izzy is now a do-er!! (guess who she did?) Glad to see the Alex-Izzy storyline getting somewhere. Let's just hope she doesn't get syphilis! And George was just so cute with the dream and the hugging Bailey. And I loved Addison!!(as always)

House was okay. Don't like Stacy, so I am glad that she's gone. I was mad that Cuddy only got, like, 14 seconds on air. But what an amazing 14 seconds it was. Her conversation with Stacy and then, her conversation with House conserning the surgery and her imitation of Stacy and her accent was hilarious!

Cuddy: You can't cancel the surgery.
House: If she goes off the pill the tumor goes away on its own.
Cuddy: You have no proof the birth control pills caused this, you have no proof she's even taking them.
House: If you do the surgery maybe we'll kill her on the table. Then I could prove I'm right at the autopsy.
Cuddy: Or we can forget the surgery, let the tumor grow, and kill her.
House: Why don't you take it up with Stacy, see which option minimizes your risk?
Cuddy: Here's what I think she's going to say: (with a slight southern accent) 'Oh I love Greg. But if you go against the patient's wishes, you're calling her a liar. And if something goes wrong I end up in court having to defend the big mean doctor - albeit with dreamy eyes - who wouldn't believe the nice suburban mom, and even though his cane makes me melt, do the damn surgery.

House was so trying not to laugh. Lisa is amazing, and the reason I watch the show!

I missed Bones because of the stupid Grammy's. So if anyone has it, somewhere, please tell me!! Speaking of Bones, I am currently reading Déjà Dead, a novel by Kathy Reichs. And it is good. I read Death du Jour and I am planning of reading them all. I just love them!! I recommend them to anyone who likes crimes related thingy. And most of it is happening in Montréal! I love that I can situate myself!

Saw Underworld Evolution. Liked it. Selene and Michael are such a hot couple. But the love scene was a Matrix Reloaded rip off. Still hot thought. Kate Beckinsale has one of the most amazing body ever...

So does Angelina Jolie! She looks so cute pregnant. I watched her interview on Nightline and loved her more for it. I am glad that she's going to adopt more because I remember when she said that she wouldn't have any biological children because it would defeet the purpose of her adopting kids with a country and an history to discover. I hope her relationship with Brad last and that she won't feel guilty over having a child instead of giving an home to another one.

CSI was great. I love Lady Heather. She's the reason I watched it. Althought I love Catherine and Gil and Greg, I have not been watching the new season but when I saw Lady Heather in the ads, I had to tape it. Love her!

For those who don't know, Lady Heather is played by Melinda Clarke, the one and only Julie Cooper-Nichols from The O.C. It's just so fun to watch these differents characters played by the same actress at the same time. Not that I watch The O.C. well, not the current season. I actually download all the episodes with Lindsay in them (you know, Kirsten's half sister, Seth's aunt, Ryan's only normal girlfriend). I don't know why but I suddently missed her and needed to watch season 2. I loved her with Ryan. And I loved Ryan with her. He was so different. So normal and happy and not so angsty. I really wish there would be more fanfic about them. I found some good ones...like 5 of them. I may try my hand at it sometimes.

I promise to write more often. ...

 I always get inspired by tv shows when deciding what I want to do later in life. I went through my CSI phase but decided that it's too labby for me. And I don't want to become a police officer before detective, so that's out of the question. And apparently, there isn't anything ressembling Stargate somewhere. I've been watching Bones and I love the show. And it's base on the real life of forensic anthropologist Kathy Reichs. And that is now what I want to do! I actually googled the career and found which school in Canada were the best to study physical anthropology. But the problem is that I can't seem to find a way to get the program and the admissions forms throught the mail. I like the computer but to decide and compare, I need papers. I searched and searched the University of Calgary and Alberta and Toronto website but found nothing, nicht, nada. So if any of you can help me, please do! And denrito , could you check at Concordia if they have any forms concerning other Canadian Universities? That would be a real help!

And speaking of Bones. I love, love, love this show! The stories are interesting and not always happy ending. David Boreanaz as FBI Agent Seely Booth and Emily Deschanels as Forensic Anthropologist Temperance Brennan are amazing and have this incredible chemistry worthy of Mulder and Scully. And the squints (Eric Millegan as Zach Addy, Michaela Collin as Angela Montenegro and TJ Thynes as Jack Hodgins) are very amusing and human. If you don't watch it, do!

I am now a regular House watcher! I got into the show when "Hunting" aired because I wanted to see how they would bring a real-life romance between Jesse Spencer and Jennifer Morrison on the show. I am now a Chase/Cameron shipper but since they don't have a big fandom, I began looking around and found the House/Cuddy ship. And I am now obsessed with Huddy (...euh, too weird! )House/Cuddy! I love how they interact with each other. I love the fact that they knew each other long before the show. And Lisa Cuddy is just a great character. And I am not liking this Stacy woman... not one bit!

Anyways, I made some icons! mostly House, md stuff ...and please remember that I am not an expert at this...

teaser

     

( why does everyone think we had sex? )

I love Alanis Morisette's version of Seal's "Crazy". And I have so many albums I need to buy. Martha Wainwright, Metric, Alanis Morisette, Death Cab for Cutie... I have a list somewhere.

And yeah! Battlestar Galactica Season 2 is beginning tonight on Space! I just really want to see the Kara/Lee kiss! and January 20 is coming!! Underworld Evolution! yeah! Selene and Michael were the best! _vampina_ , we have got to go see it!

New layout! New layout! New layout! mazikea

 

I found the art for the header at the Chase and Cameron pureandpretty community and it was made by ramsey55 . I might change it because I found another great wallpaper and I just don't know.. I would gladly appreciate any opinions on the manner. So dear readers, which of these art do you think is prettier? My current header or this one?

 

 

 

Merry Christmas to all! So sorry that I haven't said it before but since I had a really, really crappy and nervous Christmas, I wasn't really in the spirit... I spent last night having dinner at my dad's, with his girlfriend, my mom and her boyfriend and her boyfriend's 2 kids and my brother. I know, weird family! But we all get along well and dinner was fun. We got back at my mom's around midnight and everything was fine until my mom decided to hang her coat on the coat-rack in the stairs. And she missed a step and fell down 15 steps, hitting her head on her way down. I didn't see her fall but she, apparently, looked dead for about 5 seconds. And we called the ambulance and went to the hospital. She's fine, thankfully, and back home with only bruises but I was so scared. She was so lucky because she hit her head but she doesn't have any damage.

 

Well anyways, I didn't want to get everybody down with my little story but I just had to get it out! But now everything is fine. And I got the Serenity movie so I'm happy.

 

 

So I decided to do a Christmas wishlist... don't really expect to get anything but I think it's fun!

1. a Chase/Cameron (from House, Md) layout. Or a Michael/Sara (Prison Break). and icons
2. flowers. real, fake, papermade, I don't care. just not real roses.
3. that all my debts be paid (7000$ Canadian dollars)
4. a good and realistic Chase/Cameron fanfic.
5. Christmas Cards.
6. a snowglobe.
7. a souvenir from where you are, right this moment. (country, city)
8. Stargate Atlantis season 1 on dvd
9. Farscape seasons 1-2-3 on dvd
10. a star. anything with a star. 

 

I will post more later because I got lots to write 'bout fanfics, Grey's Anatomy, House, the Amazing Race.

 

Another weird dream, this time of Sienna Miller and Jude Law. Don't remember why or how or what they were doing but they were in my dream. I can't wait to see which celec will be in tonight! Oh, how I wish Wentworth Miller could entertaint me!

And I am going to the library to get a book on how to make origami flowers... Michael has inspired me!

Apparently, one of my favorite tv show this season, Threshold, has been cancelled. And no Prison Break until March. And I don't like Lost anymore. What will I watch?


Just remember my last dream. I was working and Kate Moss and her boyfriend came to buy stamps and everyone was pitying Kate. She apparently thought I was doing the same and told me to shove it. I looked back at her and told her "Hey, you wanted to take Coke, you did, you liked it and took some again and got addicted, that's your fu*k*ng problem. Don't blame people for pitying you, blame the media for publishing the pictures. Now, do you need anything else beside stamps?"

Kate Moss? Haven't really given any thoughts to her problems except that it sucks that everyone makes a great deal out of it just because she's a celebrity. Come on, they are thousands of addicted persons out there and we give a shit about someone who's got the money to pay for a rehab... Ok, so I've given her some thoughts!

Did you know that there is a piece of music by Johann Sebastian Bach (Jean Sébastien Bach) called
"Air on A G String" ?

I laughed!

I am rewatching re-runs of CSI on Showcase and one of my favorite love quote is coming soon...

"I was looking for love. She was looking for the same thing. She loved my music. I loved her smile."

Ok, let's try this again. I have a problem with my laptop, it keeps shutting down because it's too hot and I don't know how to fix it. My post was done and it shut down!!! Once more with feeling..

What the F**K??

Some thoughts about Prison Break and Grey's Anatomy...

( Prison Break )

But now we have to wait until May. And May is sooooooooo far away.

( Grey's Anatomy )

And I am now obsessed with Cameron and Chase from House, MD. But I don't want to download the episodes because I know there is some pretty strong House/Cameron thingy that I just don't get and I don't want to be depressed. But there isn't a lot to feed my obsession. I found like 3 good fanfics. But I love the icons that were made and I am going to try to make my own. Because my mom got a brand new computer and now my laptop won't shut on me when I try something new.

Oh and denrito , I finally got the Grey's Anatomy soundtrack and it's sooo good! You definitely have to get it!

Grey's Anatomy

Liked this epi. Don't get me wrong, I love Alex and Izzie together and I really want them to last but... Alex and Meredith would make a great couple. (*ducks the tomatoes*) I loved their conversation on the floor in the hospital.

And Cristina was hysterical, as always! The conversation between her and Bailey when "the Nazi" announces that she's working on Thanksgiving because she won't be able to work when she has the baby and then tells Cristina that Burke would have made a great father....the look on their faces was perfect.

And I can't believe the coma patient died, and that the son was there and all sad.

And I love Addison. I adore her. "Let's have sex tonight." And at then end, when she's waiting for Derek and asking him if he's done hurting her. I adore her.

 

Prison Break

Last week:

Sara:.."I'm used to a certain amount of...innuendo and flirtation being thrown my way. I'm not used to enjoying it.

Michael:" Look, Sara...."

Sara:"I'm not a jealous woman. But I'm a careful one. And for some reason, when I'm around you, I'm not, careful.

This week: After last week's conversation where Sara told Michael that anything between them would be professional without any conversation about anything personnal. So Michael goes to the infirmary for his insulin shot and gets ambush by the didn't-make-it-as-a-police-officer-so-he-became-a-prison-guard about a credit card smuggling and Sara saves him from the conversation. That's the thing that I liked. Michael was reaching out to her, trying to get her to talk and willing to explain things to her but she refuses and keeps her cool. So the roles have been reverse. Michael was usually the one that didn't want to answer any questions that Sara asked.

Michael had to go swimming and let me tell you, Wentworth Miller undressing to his boxers is really, really wow! That man is hot!

But now, there is only one episode left. One. Until May. I really hope that Fox finds a timeslot before that. I don't think I'll be able to handle that much of a break!

And I was looking throught some lj and I found out something. I don't remember who wrote it but the ljuser googled the name Tancredi (Sara Tancredi, the doctor who gives Michael Scofield the shots) and found out that Tancredi is a Rossini Opera in which a caracter named Tancredi dies helping someone break out of prison....

You don't think the writers are that insightful, right? Would they really go through all the trouble to find a perfect name? The only safe one in the show is Michael because the tattoos are the show and I really don't want her to be add to my list... Let's hope it means nothing!

 

House Md

Don't usually watch it but I did catch some parts sometimes and I really liked the reddish-brown haired girl (Allison Cameron) and the Australian blondie guy (Robert Chase). So I tuned in tonight because I knew that there was going to be a sex scene between them... and let me tell you, the kiss was HOT. So I am now a shipper and I need fics!! If anyone knows where I could find some, don't be shy!

And I decided that the kiss was so hot that people needed to see it, even if they don't watch the show.

( Sexy hotness..... and a shirtless Chase )

The actors portraying them are apparently dating in real life... what hot sex they must have!

And speaking of actors dating, Rachel and Ryan went public!! I just knew they were an item... nobody kisses a friend like that at an award show!

( Grocery shopping canadian style )

And Threshold is back! On Tuesdays, at 10... which kinda sucks because it's at the same time as Law&Order:SVU... but I think I'll manage!  And Threshold started with the hottie Cavanaugh in bed with a brunette (who, btw, looked like Molly but who I don't think is Molly... but I can dream!) having another Glass trees dream. And the epi was full of Molly/Cavanaugh interactions so I dunno if it was her or not in bed!!

Gosh, I am such a fangirl!!

Oh, I really like the new Britney Spears perfume "Fantasy" but I don't want to encourage her by buying it... sucks! And after that sex scene in House, I really need to get myself a Goldfrapp cd!

Went to the movies with denrito and _vampina_ to see Harry Potter and the Goblet of fire.

( Spoilers for the 4-5-6 books in these thoughts. )

I am obsessed with Prison Break. I didn't want to be but the caracters are amazingly written. I love Sara, she's my new girlcrush, and I love Michael, he is hot!! If you remember a little while ago, my friend Carla challenged me to find a guy hotter than Orli and I found Jamie Bamber (scroll down the lj for pictures). And now? I have someone hotter!! Wentworth Miller. He plays Michael Scofield in Prison Break (And Mess, he's English... but then, aren't all the hotties English? And apparently, he is in Underworld. I think he's the doctor who calls the cops when he sees that Michael (lol) has been bitten. But I'll have to rewatch it to be sure.)

So meet Went:

And while I'm at it, here are some pictures of Michael and Sara because they are just soooo cute!

( Doctor/Patient love:  Say it with origami flowers )

Oh and girls, the song was Other Side of the World  by KT Tunstall.. told you!!

the end